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And Miles To Go Before I Sleep...

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Is way better than high school. I have made a whole bunch of friends, sorta. I think they’re more like pre-friends. Band is great. Just had my oboe audition for ensemble placement tonight and I think it went pretty well, so I really hope that it goes over okay! Today was my first day of classes and it was enjoyable. I have not met any guys, but that’s okay. I don’t really care much, right now.

Also—masturbate before your auditions. It helps.

Or, if you’re cooler than me, sleep with someone.

— 2 years ago with 7 notes
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I was inspired by a friend…

We got coffee this past weekend, and he is super awesome. He was telling me about some stuff and I think I’m going to try and keep a journal, with a monthly goal of something personal to improve. I might post some of the entries on here. That sounds like a great plan.

— 2 years ago
#inspiration  #goals  #improve  #become a better me  #happiness  #journal  #dear diary  #coffee conversation  #gay  #personal  #me 
An Update On My Life

The past few days have been rough as shit. So, fingers crossed things get better. Tomorrow should be amazing. Dermatologist appointment in Columbia, then an oboe lesson at Mizzou (and I’m starting to learn how to make reeds tomorrow!), I am meeting with the district manager of Midwest Petroleum in Columbia so we can figure out the best gas station for me to transfer to, I’m getting a baritone from one of my section leaders so that I can begin learning the pep band music, and then maybe I will just explore a little or make a new friend. We will see. I hope you all have been doing swell, and I hope tomorrow is the greatest day you have ever lived.

— 2 years ago with 1 note
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Hello, Dearest Followers,

How have you been today? Hopefully significantly better than me. Not that today is a bad day (word on the street says it’s International Kissing Day, so if any guy in the St. Louis area wants to kiss me, let me know!) but today is just exhausting physically (my car said it was 116 degrees outside), mentally, and emotionally. Blahhh. Last night was interesting. This guy I’m talking to finally got the courage to talk to me on the phone. We spent 3 hours talking, broken into two half-hour segments (After I watched a few episodes of Courage the Cowardly Dog) and he fell asleep. The reason we have yet to meet face-to-face is because he was recently out of a relationship. Like, less than a month ago. So, he doesn’t think he is ready for, well, anything. And I’m dying for a relationship with him. No good, right? Well, when he fell asleep he started mumbling. He kept saying I love you, I hate you, I’m so sorry. I didn’t understand. Well, I got off the phone and he called me back because he had a nightmare that he was fighting with his ex. So, I don’t know. He doesn’t want me to wait for him because I’ll “miss a chance with an amazing guy.” You want to know what Trey does not come into contact with? Amazing men. Fo’ rizzle. Except for this guy. I’m just worried that I’m going to miss my chance with the most amazing guy. So, I am just stuck and I am frustrated and he is so damn great and sweet but I don’t know if I will ever have a chance, especially since I am moving about an hour and a half away in less than a month. Why put yourself through that if you don’t even need to?

Also, I can’t decide if I want to do Marching Mizzou or not. That there is some really frustrating business. I’m just worried that with a job, work-study, and everything else that I won’t be able to handle the additional workload of Marching Band. And I’d have to keep up with two instruments, since the world ends whenever oboes go outside.

My stepmom is losing her mind and I really don’t know why, and that’s terrible because when she isn’t happy, no one is happy. The second she walked through the door, she started rattling off about fifteen million things that were my fault.

I can’t wait to be off Sunday; however, I don’t want to drive down to Farmington to hang out with people. I want some of my friends to actually show they give a rat’s ass and drive up here to see me for a change. There is so much more to do up here, and I’ve made the trip down to Farmington like four or five times. No damn fun. I can’t keep blowing all of that money in gas. Just not working out for me.

Oh, and I bought new shoes on the Fourth of July.

Have a great weekend.

Got any advice?

— 2 years ago with 4 notes
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Audition Materials!

They have been posted for ensemble placement auditions in the fall. You know what sucks? That I will actually have to diligently practice some of it. E Major can suck my dick.

— 2 years ago with 3 notes
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Today is Pissing Me Off

But Tina Fey is perfect and I just had a great idea.

— 2 years ago with 1 note
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Beautiful Day

Tattoo is not going to happen yet. It’s about a six hour job, she said, and would cost about $700. I kinda can’t afford that. Period.

I had lunch at an Ethiopian Restaurant. It was very, very good, very different, and the server was excellent (She got like a 40% tip. I was very generous today!)

Then, I went and checked out Tina Fey’s autobiography,Bossypants; however, I was pissed when they wouldn’t let me renew 1Q84. Damn quasi-asshole librarians.

Then, Rachel and I went to West County Mall, where I decided to purchase three new pairs of boxer briefs. I didn’t use to wear them, but these are very cozy…. Anyways, Aeropostale had an AWESOME sale! Three pairs for $22! Much better than anywhere else. I was happy.

Now, I’m preparing to make hot dogs and macaroni and cheese. I haven’t decided if they will mix yet.

How are all of you, friends? :)

— 2 years ago with 3 notes
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